This is beyond ridiculous now...

you love him and you've been together for 30 years, and miss him, etc. Fine. I understand. But HOW do you go from hating him that much to being all giggly-best friends-forever-I'll-wait-for-you in such a short space of time? Ugh its so disgusting...I know you "love" him (actually I think you're just used to him being there & afraid to be alone) but aren't you supposed to love me too? I can't stand it...I'm moving out as soon as I'm 18. I don't care if I have to sell myself on the street in order to pay the rent. I don't care. I don't want live with you anymore. I can't live with someone like that...